{Sunday, September 17, 2006}

i was on the way back home yesterday, i quarrelled with my parents and almost wanted to kill them
and well, myself too.

then i questioned myself.
what the hell do i live for, what the shit am i doing here.
and i thought, and thought.
and after all those thoughts, i decided to dedicate this post to all those who have made a difference in my life.
THANK YOU for you.

FIRSTLY!

samantha chen!
hey my dear. i really want to thank you for always being there in my life. caring for me, getting worried over me. i really appriciate it (: you have been a whole lot of help alot of times, helping me get out of all the stupid trouble i get into. you have made a great difference in my life, and i love it. i dont know what will my life be without you. its like so sad all the time. you might not know it, but you have done a great deal of things for me. sometimes i get scolded by my parents, and i receive your sms and i cheer up again. you really cheer me up alot of times when i needed it and it rocks to have you smsing me a great deal (: that time i was such a let down to you, but nonetheless, you still cared for me, get worried for me. its so great to have you, the funny comical face in training to make me laugh when things are shit. its great to have you not minding all my football crazy even though i know you cant take it sometimes (: its so great to have you make the cutest comments and set me in laughter. its so great to have someone to tease about being oh so attractiveeeee(: i love you oh so much (:

thank you funny pot, thank you my TORRES dear (:
my love for you is simple, simple and full :D

jacqueline ling!
bestfriend! how could i ever made through my life without you. you made my life this way, you made me live through till today. when i felt that i couldnt hold on anymore, you were there for me, supporting me, crying with me. helping me curse whoever the moron is. you rock so much, my house roof is down. you made my happy days cheering me up so much everytime with your stupid attempts. i know i havent been the greatest friend to you these few days. BUT JACQUELINE LING i want to tell you YOU TOTALLY MADE MY DAY, MY NIGHT, MY AFTERNOONS, MY LIFE.
thank you for being there when no one else is!

jeanice qual!
oh my dearie. you omg (: you totally rock with jacq. when you first came into my life, i didnt trust you and i was mean to you ): but you didnt give a damn and still helped me like shit. and i just kept saying how great jacq was to you everytime, but you didnt even give a bloody damn. you rock so much like omg. the star gazing, the girl talks omg. my life will be in like total shit without you. its like so wrong! ): jeanice, you have been the greatest little thing, and you are becoming a big thing now!
thank you for trusting in me!

sualenn TEK!
you have been great in my life (: brightening my days and welcoming me into ballfam. intro-ing my into FF/F. PARTN! you are like so great! everytime i get injured or any blah shit like even getting scolded, you back me up. even when im in obvious wrong. you can make me right. youre always so nice so understanding. youre the greatest partn like anyone can get (: i love you partn! i really do!
thanks for understanding all that is un-understandable

lyanne
you another great girl in my life. i dont even need to say it, and you know that you have made a difference in my life.

JX, soo, khor, andrew, ryan
you guys have been great. backing me up against stupid ultra big and fat bullies that go "im your worst nightmare!!!!!!!!" hah (; youre are like the greatest guys in a life anyone can have (:

daris, joves, creek
hah, you stupid trio omg so cute (: youre have made my life so much better cracking the most stupid jokes that set me to frown outside but laugh like shit inside (: youre stood up for me in ANYTHING and it rocks (:

carvell(s)!, MAC
you three stupid angmos (: omg youre like (looks up and quote) the greatest guys in life anyone can have. youre have made my life in FF/F so enjoyable especially you, joe. forcing me to laugh whenever kena scolded (uhem) to standing up for me anywhere anytime :D

jonn!
hah coach :D you know its great that you dont care whatever and however i mess up, you still help me. even that ultra big mess up, you still didnt blame me and even helped me to get back on track. that time i so so so let you down, you still put it aside. gosh, wherever can i find another you. never ;D

FF/F!
youre rock as a whole and every indiv rocks too. always there for me, supporting me. making me laugh. smiling at me, kicking me (uhem!) life is so not fun without you people its like omg (: and all the encouragements and support! :D
and you jonn, i dont need to say it. YOU KNOW IT (:

grace !
grace, i reallyreally want to thank you for all the talks we had, urging me to study. its great to have someone to talk to, someone like you. who comes up with the funniest things like WHAT DID ZERO SAY TO EIGHT. its great to have friends like you who keep encouraging me, giving me a green coloured pencil for encouragement. ;) its so fun to have you as a friend, so enjoyable, so lovely (: thanks for being there as a person i can talk to , that i can trust. and i know i can trust you grace, i know i can
thank you for talking (:

yuqing !
weather! weather weather i want to thank you for all the rain of encouragement for me the carrot to grow :) okay, im joking, im not a carrot! ): its been great and youve been great! talking about some uhemsss (:

regina
hweeeee! you super wonder girl in my ordinary world. i love you and you know it. im sorry i still owe you a birthday present but i dont know what to get you ): ah regina youre so nice despite all my shit to you. :DDDDDDD hah, and all your scandalous relationships! (:

jiamin
thanks for all the fun we shared (: all the times youve been there. you know youre great. :D all the cutness with the container with dinosaur (!) and earphones dO_Ob (:

huizhen
thank you for all the trust you had in me, all the fun you had (: its been so great so far and i know it will get even better (:

charlyne
charlyne! you super living in denial girl with all your cuteness omg (:

rachel TEO !
rachel teo omg, youre the girl always there for me to rub your hair. i love you so much like omg. my vandaliser, my squirrel (: so cute :D thanks for being there trying desperately to cheer me up everytime im down ): with all your concern and your testimonials and your tags. with all the negative posts, you will say i rock. thank you so much :D and that time the basketball incident, i was so stubborn and shit, and you tried to calm me down, tried to help me. i love you so much :D
and you keeping quiet about my stupid football shit when i know you cant take it hah (:

shirley !
you! are there for me to talk to about football. about cristiano. (: about rooney and how he should go for plastic surgery. oh my you rock lah (: you funnily talking about some uhemhopeuhem people and getting so embarrased and kept asking me what to do. getting so anxious :D so cute hah (:

gets, melissa
you 2 greatness (: so rocker rock my whole life. GETS my so called table partn! (: hah :D i love you all! :D

karchian
your stupid lame comments in assembly. i could have fallen asleep without them :D you and your funny forever changing hairstyles (: you and your comments for me to become who i am now. you were the only one that made it happen. thank you (:

sylvia
your stupid ego and you with your stupid spider. so cheer me up with all your rubbish nonsense

maykun!
you and your stupid super good brain! i love you and your lame comments. the football talks we have (: oh maykun maykun so cute (: yo-ing everytime i "yo" you (: ah youre the rocker

tomoe
hah, your super fierce face when you are angry! (: you so good and so cool SIAAA :D hah its so good to have a tomoe-eh! (: especially one that likes ants :D

shannen, peiwen
you two so nice to me. like peiwen! cheering me up when i need it. (: and accompanying me to the toilet cause i was about to break down. thanks for doing all these acts that help me so much (:

eunice
your funny facial expressions always making me laugh like mad (: trusting me in a whole lot of things (: its really nice to have you cute little things in my life, laughing at weirdo people like sylvia and bullying hanxu (: hah, all the memories :D

siyun
hah, your stupid sudden outbursts of laughter are really weird but they add the excitement to my life man! :D its so great to have you sitting beside me now and i can laugh at all your sillyness, not forgetting to mention how you go crazy over a lit question, so crazy you make me want to kick your butt :D

hui xian
you funny mother! stamping on people's foot when playing bball! hahah (: thanks for copying things for me! hah (:

cheryl & sining
you two scandalous pair! tsk. hah (: youre have been a great fun and a great source of help! :D not forgetting a great source of information! :D:D

chinpei & bessy
CHINNY AND BESSY. hah, chinny omg you and your so cuteness! :D and bessy with your issues with LWW! (:

twoPURITY!
im not even close to some of youre, but in one way or another, you have made my life even more fun and enjoyable, making this year a great for me :D (uhem despite all the difficulties in the maths hmwk? haha) thank you 2p! :D:D:D:D

janice!
you have always been there for me! all the times in np with me. i will so miss you so much when you leave next year. my life in np will definately be different without you ): not say in np, even in normal days, like after school waiting for parents, you were there to wait with me. so that i wont be lonely :D all the funny talk we have like the limegreen trunks! :D and all the macs meals together. all the talk that lessen my burdens. :D you have been such a great person in my life! :D
i love you and you know it

erica
hey you nerd! all the laughter we had was so good :D and you helping me everytime. :D training with me, laughing with me, angry with me ;) both of us are so stubborn and yet you are always the one saying sorry first. you have been a great friend. and all the running we had is ubber fun! :D

josephina
you have been the girl i can complain to! hah, like the campcraft test! im sorry i shouted at you the other time, i guess i was moodswinging to much. im really sorry. but im glad we still okay. and you were nice enough to forgive me :D

waiteng
after 2 years of jtc together! hah, maybe you hate me now for my stupidness. nonetheless, you helped me get pass jtc06 :D and its really nice of you to keep helping me, thank you

charmaine & melanie
hah, you two forever together. for all the laughter and the funny funny things in np :D like all the burps(UHEMUHEM) and how charmaine does situps funnily and how she marches funnily and how irritating melo is when she does drills forever talking, forever near me. hah (:

stephanie
oh my, i love to say hello to her :D ahahah :) you are so nice sosososo nice! helped me so much everytime when im stuck. (like uhemjtcuhem) thank you! :D

jiayin
hey my slaughter (: been one whole great year with you going around trying to slaughter me hah (: just one little small little request? GROW SHORTER? :D thank you! :D haahahha

panshin
hey my skittles provider! thanks for keep on buying me sweets for free! i know i've been treating you quite badly :S sorry! but i know youre nice and you forgive me easily! :D

sectwosquad06!
again, im not even close to some of youre. but whether you like me or not, the fact remains that youre have made a difference in my life, and youre are the best squad ever! :D

joanne!
PARTNPARTN. you have been a greatgreat friend + partner. you rocked my life in primary school. and now youre still rocking it :D i still remember the psle day when youre behind me! wahahahaha :D

tessa!
oops, im sorry i have to put you all the way back here hah (: PORC! its really a nice year with you being my busmate at the start of the year and all the times we shared in macs are great! all the laughter man! omg, youre so cute and you add laughter to my life! (training my abs! muwhahah) i love you tessa, love you for trying to cheer me up when im down. like that time i just suddenly broke down, i reckon you were pretty taken aback hah (: thank you, porc! :D
i love the laughter and joy we had :D

stephanie chen!
hah, you are so cute omg, in fact your whole family is :D hah, without your few stupidity acts, syncro will be so pointless and boring! ah! LOVELY (:
gosh do i love you.

natalie chen!
NATALIE have you ever know how ridiculous you are some times? haha, and all your ridic acts just make me keep laughing :D i know you love sweet popcorn! and i love sweet popcorn too :D waahaha. and you are just as sweet!

priscilla & rebecca
hah, you two rubbish sisters that dont even act like sisters. youre have been really nice and great friends! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

melissa
oh my you and your random testimonials just give me smiles :D and everytime desperately to find you when APS is around :/ hah, i think im so lousy, cant spot you ): but you can spot me?! ah why. hahaha :D

speedi syncro
i may not have liked syncro, and i dont even know whether i like it now. but one thing is for sure ladies, youre have been my motivation to go! and i love youre a great deal.

bully gor
you stupid moron that keep pissing me off and quarelling with me and bullying me, laughing at me ): but i gotta admit, its fun bullying you too. making you always saying sorry first. to be truthful, i may be angry with you, but it never lasted. it was so fun to see your stupid reaction everytime i dao you :D hah, that phone call! :D

edwin
hah, i have to thank you for your attempts in making me cheer up after all my downs :D even when im super moody and daoing you. hah :D

raphael
(:

AND LAST BUT DEFINATELY NOT THE LEAST

alex
lion/whatever. thank YOU for always being there. like forever always, even when i like push you down, you still cared for me. its really nice having you to care for me, be concern about me :D you have been a great support especially when j died ): i was reallyreally down and i swear i could have just slapped you. but your geniune care has been great :D at the times we spent together whether its in FF/F, ball fam, star watching(hah) or even kicking you were great. you helped me so much even finding me UHEM. even when im a complete disaster and let down. you were there to pick me up to move on (:
thank you, thank you for letting me kill you to vent my anger :)
ps: CERRIE IS GOOD. REALLY. BE A BRAVE BOY ((: wahahahahah



i really want to thank everyone in life and all of youre had made a difference in my life (:
being my motivation to live on.
without youre, i would have lost it long ago.
without youre i would be total shit ):
(okay, i still am, heck)
all of youre in one way or another had contributed to my life, to my currently best times of my life :D even those who i left out, you know that my life is complete because of you.
cheering me up/ being there for me when im down (which when i type the personal messages happens to be almost all the time)
helping me all the time (yes, all the time. :/ im so lousy, hah)
thank you all of you :D

i love all of you so much :D:D:D





(i started doing this yesterday and only finished it today ): )
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